common tests are is 2 days away.
and my revision is not even half done.
i am kinda disappointed with myself.
but on the other hand, i have this amazing peace in my heart
i know it must be from God. (:

anyway, i gotta get up and move on
recharge my engine and work hard for my A levels.
stop wasting time watching all the drama shows.
i could have use the time to serve God, know God more
or even be an effective salt and light.
arghhs. nvm. no regrets. let's move on.
(:

anyway, i come across someone's blog
and i feel really burdened and sadd.
but yet really inspiring! (:
i dun think you know who i am
but i do see you around in church. (:
anyway, although i cannot identify with your struggles,
but all the words and the hope you have in God really motivates me loads.
thanks girl. i will keep you in prayers. (:

okays. time to settle lots of stuff in my life.
1. i got to step out of my comfort zone and be a salt and light every single where i am.
like what emelia says, everyone is observing our lives...
although i dunno how to be one, but i know God will lead me through
2. self discipline.
stop taking God's peace for granted. i still need to face the reality of A levels. but but, i am so going to go through A levels with God. (: no matter what results u give, i will accept. i will just really give in my very best. (:
3. my own relationship with God
it needs to be so much so much more deeper! yes, only then, i will not give up hope so easily. hold on to God's hands. and i need to serve with a JOYFUL heart. do QT SERIOUSLY.
4. Love
wow. i dun really know how. but i need to learn. to love like how God love. to see like how God sees. stop generalizing ppl wendy! i must learn to speak out of love. BE A TRANSFORMER AND NOT A TERMINATOR!

anyway, the list will deifinitely go on.
but hey, let me start with this 4 areas in my life first.
i shall stop wasting my time on shows and dwelling on the negative thoughts
and instead start working towards the glory of God's kingdom

woohoo. so many problems in life
but yet
i will remain JOYFUL and PEACEFUL
because..
GOD BE THE SOLUTION! (:

yes. i need to go back to the basics.
love God, love ppl.
do everything out of LOVE.

take care ppl.
it seems that H1N1 is getting more and more serious...
i gonna pray for God to move.
one church is closed temporary....
pray that ppl will experience God more during this period of time.
yes, everything happen for a reason
and God, you know it all! (:
I LOVE GOD, for he FIRST LOVE me. (:

aubrey said something which really strucks me lots during caregroup.
we come to this world not to seek understanding...
although we may have lots of problems,
noone can understand fully, ONLY GOD CAN! (:
turn to God!

oh. more goals set for myself.
1. T.W.O-- trust, willingness, obedience
2. since my buddies are aubrey and lauren, i got to make effort to know then better.
3. jjcg. i dun really know the guys in my group... :(