the feeling is so different...
it's just wierd.. =X

anyway, i love the whole of todays service.
praise and worship is really super great!!!
and we sang in Christ alone! (:
i guess daniel preached powerfully too.
(: ahh, today service was really really good
i msged my frens to ask if there's anything to pray for!
i gonna start praying for the world..
(:

i wanna thank God for peace..
as in i can't really say i dun worry at all
sometimes i will when i see the stupid exam hall
but i managed to conquer it slowly with God
i go to the sch hall faithfully to do mock papers -.-
to conquer the scary hall tgt with God!
yeahh, and the fear is no longer that strong.

i wanna take time to thank ppl in my life
alina and vanice!
for doing mock papers with me
and telling me all the lamest joke ever when i'm stress
i guess they play a big part for my lack of stress too!

MISS PIGGY!!!!!!
for mugging at macs till night time with me..

shuyi!
for msging me thru the night so that i wun sleep and can study more.

and all my wonderful teachers!
who give me all the consultations n helping me!

szehui!
for talking to me.
(:

yeahh. anyway, gp mock paper was a blessed one.
i waited outside the exam hall and i was super nervous
and its only MOCK i dun even know why i'm so scared..
zzzz. then i turn and tell alina wahh, siann. i'm scared again..
then there she goes with her lameness and i'm fine.
yeahh, and my mock results were excellent too
is a low A for gp...
i think maybe now the teachers all very lenient so tat we wun feel so stress?
lol. but whatever it is, i hope i can do well in the real one too!!

yeah
life still rocks a lot..
it is diff from O levels..
so much diff
and it sort of bang upon me that its God that makes the difference
after A levels i'm gonna go all out to reach out to the world
cant wait to do voluntary work with meiyen, szehui and shuyi!
cant wait to evax with elaine via her method...
nvr even try it before.. but i guess it'll be better than surveys..
(:
okayy
i'm off to finish more math...
sigh
its 108am alr.
whole day only go church and study 2 chapters of stats...
but is the bestest day of the week
cause of CHURCH
no cause of ppl in church but really GOD.
today's service is just very very different...
as in i also dunno how to put it...
=X

okay
BYE BYE
jiayou to u if u're like me taking A levels
=X it'll be over real SOON!

in Christ alone, i place my trust,
and find my glory in the power of the cross
in every victory, let it be said of me,
my source of strength, my source of hope,
is christ alone.

this song hit me super hard these days..
in Christ, we are more than conquerors
and yeah, these few days have been kinda peaceful
cause i've kinda learn that God is in control and all
and the feeling is different..
though sleepless nights still occurs at times...

anyway, i guess i most probably won't have time to complete my whole revision anyways
yeahh, zzzz
but nvmm, shall see how and let God lead.
2 more weeks left..
and yeahh, so many tons of work undone..
:(

these whole week is spent at MACS
-.- and i'm falling sick
anyway, really enjoyed elaine presence
as in its so different...
i can talk to her abt church and all so freely
and somehow i really wonder
why same God but so different practices?
whatever it is, i'm so glad to have elaine in my life
yay! after A levels, we going to heed out to the beach and do qt tgt
gonna outreach tgt and all
can't wait for a levels to end mann..
and i'm so glad that her thinking and all is different from others..
yeah, thank God for you la miss piggy

helped my classmates in sch these few days
and today something dumb happened.
we were in concourse since morning then around 3 plus
we saw someone who look exactly like ms goh leave the sch lea
then we decided to disturb her.. we all smsed the same thing to her
and guess what, ended up she said she's still in rm 210 la
zzzz. so super paiseh can...
lol
we ended up going 210 to study...
got aircon! yeahh, blesssing in disguise (:

gonna continue going sch next week for consultations
sighh
at this rate
i doubt i can finish this whole thingy
i'll just do watever i can..
looking at the stacks of things to complete make me feel like dying..
i just hope that A levels will faster come
i am sick and tired of preparing for it
counselling stress ppl and teaching ppl
see what a levels have done to us
arghhs
oh well
i welcome the option of retaining anyway...
i dun even feel like entering uni now.
zzzzz

perhaps when we are in the valleys
only then we rely on God more and look to him?
ahh, nvmm. dun think anyone understand what i meant
but oh well, i needa love ppl
no matter who they are.
so yes, God help me not to judge pls!!

alrites
ive spent close to an hour to type this!!!!
oh my. going to complete the stupid APGP by tonite
and needa wake up early tml...
bye bye

oh my oh my oh my
i kinda pissed off with myself
today noone was at home
really noone
and i thought i will study so much better
but ended up sleeping and watching shows
=X
ahh, regret regret

sigh
i have 2 more math chapters to complete
1 more bio to complete
and i still needa study for bio paper tml
=X
ahhh
i screwed up my own day
i feel so argghhss!

God, pls pls help me to finish all those by today mann...
=X
sighh
the feelings of sitting for exams sucks totally
counting down not to the start of papers
but the the END OF A LEVELS!
i wanna do so many things!

last lap!
all the way!
(:

despite all the stress and all, i am still joyful
i really thank God for his so many blessings recently
(:
thank God for softening my friends hearts... (:
i'm really more than happy when they asked me to pray for them!

thank God for all the nice ppl He put in my life
my sister! who chiong all the way with me
some of my classmates who study and encourage me on and go for consultations with scary teachers with me!
Elaine. for remaing the bestest.
church peeps too! (:
ohh and my wonderful family

i totally feel so super bless by God these days.
(: (: smiles all over.
i really hope that A levels will be over soon man
and i hope that the joy will still be within me
so much that it'll overflow!
it feels so great to be HAPPY XD

i pray for God to heal those sick ppl including me
i pray for God to help those in distress
i pray for God to help my sister
i pray for God to continue to bless everyone!!
jiayou jiayou!!!
LAST LAP LIAO!!
one more month of hardwork and i'll be FREE for seven months
hhahahahahahahahaha

my best day of my sch life was ytd.
my day was spent on bio lesson in the morning.
crapping stupid and lame jokes with my classmates during the one hour break
and more bio lesson.

i am really touched by ms goh sharing.
i mean, really.
and yes she motivated me to work harder..
but it kinda stress me out..
cause i can't sleep
too worried i guess?

wahh, i nvr knew my class was such a fun bunch of ppl
>.<
hahahahahahahahaha.
although i did nothing for that hour
i enjoyed the laughter we shared.
hahax.

after sch stayed back with some of them
didn't study much
ended up talking..
i really got to know so much more of my classmates.
wahh, i felt i was so isolated mann.
yeahh, can't blame them cause i spent my breaks in lib
-.-

it takes courage to share those things that were deep in your heart
but i felt so relieved after sharing my feelings.
and i uncovered all the false truths...
managed to clear up those false fabrics and tales...
thanks peeps for ur views and talks.
it really amazes me to see how one can be so...
it's kind of scary...
sometimes, one dun have to take revenge
for God hates revenge.
we just ought to trust that God will upholds justice and the righteous ppl.
praise God!

anyway, a demoralizing note
30 plus days to A levels...
siann. its time for me to stop watching my xing guang...
ohh, did i say how COOL LI JIE YU IS!!!
(: (: (:
okayy, yes no more watching shows
after a levels i can still catch up
sobss
goodbye to my magic 18, reasonate love, xing guang
i'll come back after 3rd dec!
God, i need self discipline.

thank God for super nice church frens too.
i mean like really...
thanks for being there for me and all...
and all the prayers...
and all the encouragements.
yes mann.
i'll fight on and struggle powerfully
WITH GOD!
i love you all. really!

goodbye and all the best to u if u are taking ur A levels this yr!