arghhhs.
blogger doesn't seem right at al but i still wann blog
oh my. life is really terrible these days..

even though is study break.
i go sch every single day..
tues was well spent with ms heng.
after that went jp lib.

tues a badd day for me
maybe is because i didn't talk to God in the morning.
got scolded by principal for some dumb shit reasons?!
then go for bio consultation.
ermms. ms goh is really great.
but is really super scary!
so many times i feel myself close to tears.
oh my!
i guess she must be super irritated at my stupid qns.
after that met ms heng a while.
discuss chem with ronald.
supposed to meet HER at 2pm
and yet she turned up at 4pmm
WHAT THE!!!
i was super angry leh.
sorry ronald for bearing all my anger.
lol.

wahh. i wasted my whole of ytd
felt so super guilty.
=X
today i wann to work hard.
wake up do a chem paper
wanted to print math paper to do
and guess what
litespeed died down on me!!
why can't sch just print for us?
i hate elearning and stuff.
arghs.

on a lighter note,
i really wann thank God for a lot of things.
for beng alive
for my parents, though not perfect, but great.
for my sis, who encouraged me to be more spiritual when it shld be the other way round
for my wonderful church ppl, who are really there for me
for my teachers, who take so much time out to teach this stupid girl..
for the great frens i have, who pull me to lib even though i wann slack..
for self discipline, though i did slack, but i think i completed quite a lot of things.
for his love, for i think it is really his love tat motivates me on.
for jp lib, smu, home, sch, for me to study.
for God, for HE IS SIMPLY AWESOME!
(:

finishing revision soon.
and i know it dun stop here.
God, give me more compassion.
i wann to help her but how? :/
girl, really dun give up now pls pls
i'll be praying for you
and i know how frustrated you are,
but u ought to accept and move on.
i'll be there to cheer you on
so will God.

MY GOD HE MADE A WAY
MY GOD HE SAVED THE DAY.
yes, prelims here i come!
God, hold on to my hand
pls.

sat service: EXPERIENCING LIFE ABUNDANTLY WITH GOD.
stop saying the word sian and be joyful.
i guess it was so apt for me and aubrey.
but yet, after service, we still feel zzzzzzzz.

dunno about aubrey, but my one day challenge failed terribly.
ytd, i planned to wake up at 9 to study.
ended up waking up at 11.40.
SORRY ANTHONY!
i couldn't wake up to pass him the dictionary.

see bad morning huh.
after washing up and worship,
and i finally settle down and really start studying at 1 plus.
sigghhh. i was feeling damn siann alr.
somemore, some unpleasant stuff happen.
arghhs.
stress from everywhere even church!
sometimes, i think ppl just can't understand.
and i think its unfair at times....
thankfully, its only an sms
shall simply delete off and ignore.
but thank God for his understanding.

dinner was irritating.
so many shops were closed cause of ndp
and some were so super packed.
ended up ciming home take more money just to buy mac.
-.-
i am not going to eat mac the whole of next week.

came home and i study chem while eating
sis eat and use comp
ended up, she can't stop
and i watched zi mei gui with her
oh my goodness, watched 4 full episodes at one time!
but i was also doing gp and bio tys at the same time...

stayed till 2am.
and guess what.
i wanted to wake up at 9am to study and again
i wake up at 11am
GOD, PLS GIVE ME MORE SELF DISCIPLINE CAN?!
i am damn pissed off with myself.
so many things to do yet so little time
and i dun even know why i am so super tired,
arghhhs.

anyway, sat was fun with eme, aubrey, anthony, szehui.
watch out emelia and aubrey!
my turn to bully both of you!
after dinner the five of us walked to smu tgt
and damn crap.
we were talking all the lame jokes and stuff
to the extent that we almost got knocked down
-.-
anyway, yes, like what emelia says
i think that sat was the best time i had with jj cg.
(:

reached smu and start doing gp...
God, i pray that you see the efforts we put in to improve gp.
and thank you for smu
thank you for self discipline to do exam papers.
stayed all the way till 10.30 and i rushed off.
reached home at 12..

yes, now going back to study again
i must make full full use of my time.
i shall rejoice for i know God is cheering me on too!
^.^