i know one thing
i am screwing up my own life
i didn't do anything much these days

ahhhss.
an overwhelm of emotions that i can't explain..
=X

despite this, thank God for wonderful tchrs and their teachings
that enlightened me in my cuiest subject bio and gp
somehow i think my math and chem also starting to be cui alr..

God, i am scared..
and yeah i am gripped by my own fear....

life has been the same for me
hahax.
was talking to aubrey the other day
and she said i have become more joyful
(:
yeah, i didn't realise that either
but one thing i know is that i am much more positive
and i am more thankful!
even in cui circumstances (:

anyways, on official study leave now
and i really wann thank God for my home.
it is quiet and yeah nice
i can really focus. (:
hahax. it must be God that move!
as in cause i always cannot study at home one.
(:
really thankful for my ct for helping me apply study leave
ahh, some of my poor frens ct so arghhs!
=X

yeah, thank God for self discipline
really.
i am still keeping to my schedule
(:
and i am still doing my quiet time
just completed ruth
wahh, i wann grow to be like her! (:

started on 1 samuel today.
and i am amazed by hannah
really, as in wahh, can trust God so so much!
yes, i wann be like her too!
i shall stop waste time thinking abt my worries
and let God be in control!

alrights off to do more work alr.
jiayous j1 for promos

prelims are over

jjcg is established.
i love this awesome grp of sisters and brothers.
let's fight on the race tgt.

prelim results weren't tat excellent and neither were they tat horrible.
yeah, i think God is really good
He didn't give me superb results so tat i wun be complacent
and i will still continue to study hard
and neither did he give me badd results so that i wun give up.
yeah, God is great!
(:

hmmm, in the midst of applying for study leave.
i dunno how its going to be like
but i guess i shall really count on God
pls i need more more self discipline
more more wisdom
more more faith
more more confidence
more more joy
and all this can be found in God
yeah, so i need MORE OF GOD!
(:

alrites. off to study again
somehow i am thankful that God put me in this class.
when i feel like slacking, i'll think of the work that others may complete
and it sorts of motivates me to work harder
i'm thankful for church ppl.
really
thanks for teaching me patiently esp kelly
thanks for studying with me and encouraging me on esp jjcg
thanks for all the prayers and blessings!
thanks awesome sandy for helping me cope with everything!
yeahh.