GOD IS AWESOME!!!
my sister finally accepted Christ ytd! (: (: (:
thank God for making a way
and being so great to me.
after telling her for 1 yr and 7 months, God finally touched her ytd
anyway, this stupid girl is really irritating.
we say meet at 12.30 at je
guess what time did she reach?
2.04 pm
wahh. i was really really angry
and some stuff happen and she even scold me vulgar
and this badd girl still make me walk here and there to buy her sweets!
arggghhhs.
she cause me to be later than my other visitors
and this i very zai yi one!
i can't be later than my visitors.
i complained to aubrey
and i tell her that i am so nvr going to bring my sis to church again!
so we quarrelled on train.
and finally she know that she is in the wrong and apologised.
okayy. thank God that everything is okay in church.
RENDITION ROCKS.
the audition of life.
the contestants: us
the judge: God
the votes: the cross.
(: (: (:
anyway, thank God for hearing my prayers.
i prayed hard for my sis.
and anyway, i cried during worship not cause of her
but me!
oh my goodness, when i look at my life, i am...
ahhs. sorry God, for making you go thru that for me...
=X
anyway, during the last part
i was like telling God
oh my. i bring my sis so many times to church alr.
shared my testimony to her like so many times
and if she is inspired, she would have accepted christ long time before.
so i was asking God to make her raise up her hand
i dunno what to tell her also...
if i tell her, then she say i force her etc...
so i just keep prayin and praying
and woohoo!!
when pastor shirls ask anyone want to accept christ,
SHE RAISED UP HER HAND!
i was like.
wow God u are amazing.
i dun believe it then i ask her straight
ehh. u serious ahh?
she nodded her head.
then she ask me mummy that side how?
lol. i also dunno how. then i just say dun tell her first lo.
and tada. there she goes and accept Christ! (:
(: i am really really happy happy.
but then again
I HATE MYSELF FOR FAILING GOD'S TESTINGS.
argghhs. how can the selfish thought that i dun wann bring my sis to church just because she irritates me come into my mind?
oh my... this is terrible.
but yeahh. i repented.
=X
thank God for chenhui.
who acc my sis.
and thank God for making a way out for him
he is a busy mann.
sch in the morning and in the evening.
thank God that the tchr nvr scold him when he is late.
and thanks for telling my sis all about God.
(:
sighhh.
here's the tough part
how to help her grow close to God?
i really wann her to be a true follwer of Christ...
but she can't go church now...
how? =X
anyway, i am really really happy!!! (:
woohoo.
and i asked God for one thing.
to increase my compassion for ppl..
sighh. i dunno how i can bring ppl to church
when i have so many things to do....
heart of worship.
anyway, i love my church
seriously, i am thankful that this church teach me the right stuff
despite the heavy commitment required...
but u know something.
i was studying with some christians today at je lib
and i invited them for rendition part 2
and they say they dun have to go church anymore.
its not impt
as long as u say the sinners prayers, is enough
i am like
WHAT?!!!
sighhh. nvmmm. i think like what pastor shirls say is correct
a lot of ppl come from missionary schs and yes, they know abt God
they accept Christ
but they are yet to be true followers of God...
God once again refresehed me and showed me the importance of God's kingdom
the joy i receieved when i see my sis accepting Christ
is so much more more more than getting straight As for A levels.
SIS, I LOVE YOU!!! (:
may you continue to draw near to God (:
