i know one thing
i am screwing up my own life
i didn't do anything much these days
ahhhss.
an overwhelm of emotions that i can't explain..
=X
despite this, thank God for wonderful tchrs and their teachings
that enlightened me in my cuiest subject bio and gp
somehow i think my math and chem also starting to be cui alr..
God, i am scared..
and yeah i am gripped by my own fear....