all thanks to very nice
i spent 1 plus hour watching shows on youtube
when i'm supposed to be using comp to see prelim bio answers
or sleeping cause i wake up at 5am to study today for chem paper!!!
=.=
anyway, i guess i'm isolated from the world..
i just got to know more about ms singapore 09 when i look all the videos vanice showed me
wahh, i'm overwhelmed..
and this post is all abt my feelings..

i guess she can speak normally
consider her 8 razor interviews..
probably she's just too nervous for the first one.
and true the way ppl react reflects a typical singaporean
make a fuss out of a small little thing...
thanks to the subtitles that her pronounciations is worse.

i'm not a fan of hers but somehow i feel for her. :/
not sympathy or whatsoever but true feelings.
oh my, i seriously feel like crying when i see her interviews..
as in come on, she's just a 19 yr old person
one yr older than me
and she needs to face all these frm the media...
:(

yeah, of course i disagree to her cheating and her lies
but i'm amazed that she faces all in her own strides
going up to the media to admit her mistakes
going up to the media to tell about claire.
going up to the media to give up her crown
HAVE ANYONE WONDERED HOW MUCH COURAGE ONE NEEDS??

what wrong did she do?
speak in singlish and being herself in the first interview
which i believe it will be what we hear on streets of orchard road.
and ppl are escalating it up to a whole fuss
this let me come to a realisation
NEW MEDIA: TOO MUCH SENSATIONALISM, NOT MUCH SENSE.

and pls, her chinese standards is above average
instead of commenting about her english standards
why not those english ppl reflect about their chi standards
and those chinese ppl reflect if their eng standards are like hers
and improve on themselves
why bother to criticize?
like what mr toh(lol) always say
look into the mirror before commenting on others

yeah, her cheating crimes and all are wrong.
but she's suffering from an illness.
noone wants to be born this way.
but i'm glad that she admitted it courageously
hello there,
if you have a mental disorder and cant even identify that stealing is wrong,
would u be able to survive the mental ordeals she been thru?
going up to the media and admit ur mistakes and all.
it takes so much courage and all.
for this, i salute her.

and she's a nice and simple girl
thats what i like about her.
she goes the extra mile for people (:

unlike you know who, claire.
i mean so what if u can speak more fluently?
so what if u may be better in a lot of other areas, but your character is badd?
it wun get u far either...
yeah, give me a vote, i'll still choose ris over claire.

and hahahahaha
this political situation is like our class heh.
-.-
but all these good impressions of her dun stay long either
as i was really about to cry for her
vanice showed me the most recent one
and thats it mann.
no more feelings for her...

i mean hello how can one possible wear a bikini and jeans in orchard road?
-.-
and stripped anytime just because u have a bikini underneath?
huh.. i totally go zzzzzzz
yeah, tats the end..

i salute ris for her courage
i despise claire for being super fake and of course ris for lying again and again...
yupps.
ms spore should be neither of them!
it should be.........
VANICE!!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

okay, i've just wasted 3 hrs of my precious time on comp
watching shows, blogs and all
its time for me to sleep
ahhs. this MUST STOP!
these 3 hours i would have learnt so much more if i listened to a sermon
:/

sighh
tats what i dislike abt myself
i do stupid things
and ended up complaining i've no time for this and that...
zzzzzz!
i need a breakthru in this area mann!
BYE