sighz.
i dun even know where to begin with
i'm really sick n tired of everything
but what can i do??

i'm exploding
really am..
i wann to shout and shout and shout
i wann to drink till i drop dead
i wanna to be myself and just simply show u the i'm sad look
i wann to let you know that i am stress
i wann to tell u that i've given in my best in all alr.
i wann tell u that i still have my freaking A levels to take
i wann to vent every single frustration out.
i wann to tell u that i've always worked hard

why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why
noone seems to see all the efforts i've put in
noone seems to even care about my feelings
noone seems to even hear me out.

it doesnt mean that when i remain silent, i'm okay
it doesnt mean that when i dun show out, i'm not hurt
i wann to vanish into thin air..

bye
off to study through the night
memorizing the stupidest thing stem cells and their application
plus all the social ethical concerns.
plus recapping through the eleven disgusting gsc essays
plus reviewing through my suckiest subject of all now, CHEMISTRY!
wahh, LIFE SUCKS TO THE MAXIMUM NOW

and tml go hospital and there goes my service
arghs.
i damn pek cek now
dun talk to me even though u see the happy face of mine
because i will most likely explode the next moment,
ARGGHHHSSSS!!!!

i typed, write, pray, worship and do so many dumb things but i'm still feeling so argghhhs